Sunday, October 29, 2006
The not so little house of horrors

Boo!!

Halloween at Zouk yesterday night! So many creative costumes - there was a lego man, a guard of hell with the long tongue, hardgay (!) and a group of really loud and wild cavemen - though I didn't manage to take pictures of the nice costumes. Anyway, it was FUN FUN FUN!

Alright, here are the pictures!

Can you guess who the ghost is?? Haha...look for the answer in the pictures below...

While getting a cab, the cars that passed by actually slowed down to watch the freak show!

Hong Kong Policemen!! They are really from Hong Kong! Spoke cantonese.

An ugly air SIA girl!

Joe likes drag queens.

Okay! That's all from my camera! There's still some pictures from Winnie (the kinky nurse). Shall upload them when I get them.

Have a great week everyone!

OH WAITTTT!! LIKE OMG EWWWW. While waiting for the lift home last night, there was a chao flasher!!! He had this really sick smile la...and I saw him pull down his pants as the lift door closed and I quickly looked at the ceiling. ARGH ARGH ARGH. He was fat and pasty.

And my heel hurts really bad now, I can hardly walk. Lol, all because Marcus bumped into me when he fell down the stairs at Lina's house last night, which also caused me to fall down the stairs.

Omg, can u imagine it? A ghost (hoped you've figure that out by now) who slipped, due to the very smooth wooden stairs and and of all the white sheets covering him, and knocked into a bunny and they go thud thud down the stairs. Vampire bride, who was already at the bottom of the stairs, stared at ghost and bunny in shock before bursting into laughter. And chinese ghost shouting "Are you all okay?!" as she looks down from the second floor.

It was like a scene from some B-grade comedy movie!! Hahaha.

Okay, you can go have a great week now.

Monday, October 23, 2006
Crazy!

Edit: See! I KNEW IT! George (Grey's Anatomy T.R. Knight) is gay!!! I've claimed that he must be gay and I always thought he was gay - just look at his eyebrows! Read this if you refuse to believe it. But whatever, even if it's not true, at least I'm not the only one who thinks so. Sigh...I just have to say it. I told you sooooooooo......

Crazy crazy! The past week of school has gone by really fast! I've hardly had sleep and there's countless of things to be done! Other than the beginning of projects, there's so many things to buy, stupid work to get over with (I just got my pay! Yay!), so many birthdays to celebrate and of course HALLOWEEN!!

But before that, let me wish these October babies a very happy happy birthday:

Happy belated birthday to Jeremy! Had dinner with the guys at Pasta Mania and then Zeyi drove EIGHT people back home and to Katong to play LAN. EIGHT, Goddammit. Hahahaha...the taxi driver beside our car did a double take.

Happy birthday Jing Hui! Hope you enjoyed your day today! (=

Happy birthday to Geraldine tomorrow! That lucky girl is in M'sia with her canoe mates now.

Happy birthday to my wonderful baby Jensen! Yay...Gonna go treat him like a king tomorrow, althought his birthday is on Wednesday.

Happy birthday to my aunt who birthday falls on Thursday!

And finally, Happy Birthday to my sister and Cousin in advance (Friday)! Had a buffet lunch at Holiday Inn on Sunday with the whole family and relatives. Yum yum...What is happening to my diet plan to look nice in my Halloween costume??

PHEW! So many birthdays right?! There are like 12 people birthdays in the month of October in my organiser.

Okay, so back to Halloween! Anyone going to Zouk on the 28th Oct, Saturday? GO OK!! I think it's going to be fun. Haha...my group of friends are going to look so funny. Little Red Riding Hood, Nurse, Napolean, Vampire Bride, Supergirl but possible changing to Chinese Paper Ghost, and Marissa the bunny girl!

Ooo...Kinky! I think there's going to be a french maid too...and perhaps after abit more persuasion, Calvin and Hobbes will be there.

Haha...Supergirl want to be those paper dolls you burn during chinese funeral, but she dosen't want to wear paper clothing because we all agree that it's highly likely that someone will burn her, literally. And if there scenario ever happens, some really smart aleck will try to put out the fire with his jug of Long Island Tea. HAHA! Imagine that! (No, Joe (If you ever read this), I'm not saying you are the smart aleck, just using Long Island as an example.)

So yes! I'm quite excited about dressing up. Hee...

Oh yeah, The Prestige is a really good movie, which I'm sure everyone has heard of by now.

Okay, I think there's about it (Not counting the never ending gossip, rumours, dramas, lame conversations etc.). I'll be back with many many pictures!

P/S Entry title is inspired by Gnarls Barkley's Crazy - I like!

Thursday, October 12, 2006
Hmm...

There are so many random thoughts running through my head...

I feel like putting it all down, but of course, only the superficial thoughts are ever published.

Like,

Why does my nail polish chip so fast? I only applied it yesterday and its in terrible shape.

What am I going to do for Halloween? And Christmas? And ultimately, how am I going to celebrate my 18th birthday? I'm thinking of booking a suite or a bungalow chalet, but what are all my friends going to do other than drink? And so many different groups of people, it is so totally going to be weird. Please don't suggest BBQs, I don't like BBQ-ing.

And I don't want to have it at a club............

Oh yeah, my party (if it every comes to life) will be on 9 Dec, Saturday, the night of ZoukOut. So you see, even if I want to have a club party, it's just plain funny to 'compete' with ZoukOut. Shouldn't I just have it at ZoukOut instead? But I have surveyed and the majority would prefer not to ZoukOut.

Sigh...

And the most pressing thought as of now, What to get Jensen for his Birthday? It's in 2 weeks.

Gah.

Anyway, clubbing was fun yesterday. Huge turnout of friends! and alcohol! Haha...poor Pei Yi got really wasted. And by the end of the night, everyone slowly disappeared. I wonder what happened to Kisha and her friend? (See another question!) They seemed rather high too.

I'm feeling very muddled.

My sister is excessively watching Princess Hours on Youtube beside me, and Lina is already done watching and gushes how nice it is. I think I'm going to stop thinking and watch Princess Hours too.

Yay...Spaghetti for dinner, but it's only 5pm. I want to eat now it's too soon for dinner, and what if I feel hungry later at night??

Hit me in the head.

Monday, October 09, 2006

Yawwwnnnnn....

I am mega tired! Worked with Celeste today at Raffles Place begging people to do a survey. Help, it's at VivoCity tomorrow. Thank god the job is so flexible and you can slack. The pay is not that bad too, seeing that you can earn $50 for working just 4 hours.

Anyway, haven't blogged for about a week because I was busy working!

Okay, so I can't really remember what I did last week except worked, stayed over at Jensen's visited Deone at her workplace at Plaza Singapura (Made with Love, a really nice craft store - go check it out, it's beside Swensen's), hung around town excessively and watched Scoop (good movie!), and celebrated Mooncake festival!

Wooooo!! We went over to Celeste's house on Friday and played Mahjong (!!), ate mooncakes, drink, light many many candles, played with paper Lanterns (Lina had a elaborate dragon lantern however), and played with Sparklers! There was even whistling Sparklers. Haha, fun. Must do this more often, better than hanging out in town.

Alright, so Saturday I had to go for my Uncle's (really chinese) wedding. Wow, a real eye opener. Many ah bengs and ah lians, and there was even an ah mah smoking like a ganster! Wished I took a picture, damn cool! Haha.

The wedding ended really late though, so I went really late for the karaoke session. =X Didn't sing at all, and I paid $20. Wow. Real smart.

Oh yes, anyways, Happy Birthday, again, Smily! if you ever read this. And to Kisha too! It's her birthday today.

Doubt they will ever read it though.

Sigh..so many birthdays in October. That's the main reason why I'm working, to support all the parties to come, and present buying.

So after the karaoke session at Partyworld, EVERYONE except me and Celeste went home. Bored, we sat around town for almost 2 hours, and randomly I called a few people and finally we ended up at Kenneth Chiu's/David/Cody's friend John's house.

Lol, the place is really nice. Damn shiok ah, if I can live in this type of house, which will be like never. We played some silly drinking game, and watched and learned to play poker. It was rather fun (=

Oh. And I love the golden retriever Sky/Skye. Sooooooooo beautiful and obedient! Argh, my dream dog. I love cats, but I would trade any cat for Sky/Skye anytime.

I still prefer Penguins though. Too bad I can't have them cuddling with me in bed. Ha.

So yes, that was how I spent my week. And this week, it's another round of parties! Zouk this Wednesday, Jon's Birthday BBQ on Friday, and Celeste's friend's house party on Saturday.

Yep, this sounds like a good last week of holidays. BOO...School starts next week =(

Alright, I am going to catch up on watching Season 3 of Grey's Anatomy! Shall post up pictures of my zoo trip when I have the time!

Bye my darlings! (=

Saturday, September 30, 2006
Magical Maladies

Okay, so I've been having migrane-like headaches from Mon - Thur, and nothing I did (like sleeping more, earlier, not drinking, drinking more water, eating healthier etc.) worked. That is, until yesterday, when I stayed out til 6 in the morning in Cineleisure's KBox, surrounded by alot of beer and a bottle of Chivas, and being a really passive smoker.

Poof!

I feel perfectly fine now.

It really makes me wonder.

Bleagh. Zoo trip has been postponed to tomorrow. Boo...

But that means I can stay at home and watch Grey's Anatomy tonight! Yay...Downloading S3E2 now. And thanks Deone for lending me the DVD (=

Next week, I am going to go to the library. How many books can one person borrow?? Does anyone know?? I wanna borrow all the Harry Potter books and re-read them.

Ey..I think I shall just get them from my cousin.

Okay bye. I'm going to go watch Grey's.

Thursday, September 28, 2006
I Olay, Do you?

Okay, I don't use Olay, but I just came back from a facial!

Shiok, my face feels so soft now, albeit alittle splotchy because of all the squeezing it had to go through. I think I'm going to try to make this a bi-weekly affair.

And I also think that it's time to make my mum bring me out for beauty shopping. After today's facial, I am spurred to slather on more beauty goodies on my face! So now, on top of my health plan, I am going to keep to a basic beauty plan - it's all interrelated anyhow.

I think I need eye-cream...

OH YES, my friends or anyone else who goes for brow threading, STOP!

The beautician who did my facial said that brow threading pulls the delicate skin of the eye area. She had an Indian lady customer who hailed from India, who was in her thirties, and her eye area was all saggy because of the excessive brow threading and the beautician said she looked like a "lao mu ji" or in translation, "Old Hen".

So yeah, better be safe than saggy & sorry girls (and guys).

We're going to the zoo zoo zoo,
How about you you you?
You can come too too too.
We're going to the zoo zoo zoo.

Haha, Jensen taught me this song. It's stuck in my head. He suddenly burst out singing while we were talking about going to the zoo, and was surprised that I've never heard it before. Have you? So cute.

Yawn...I'm so sleepy this week, I sleep like 12 hours everyday.

OH. And Don Tan ZeYi, I didn't go Zouk yesterday, like you predicted.

Okie dokies, that's all for updating I suppose.

Monday, September 25, 2006
This has got to be the highlight of my week =)

Oh. my. god.

Please save me.

I don't know whether to laugh or cry.

If you are really who you say you are, why bother with a nobody like me?

I'm sure we all have better things to do, my dear.

Grey'sistitis

I am suffering from an incurable sickess know as Grey'sistitis where one is on a Grey's Anatomy downloading spree and cannot stop thinking of it!! Can't wait for Season 3 episode 1 to be downloaded!! Omg, I am so tempted to download ALL of the episodes and watch it all over again.

Thanks you Pei Yi for teaching me where and how to download!

I am so sua ku.

Woooo...Hung out with Jensen today, we went to Suntec! I like hanging out with him, he's the person whom I can be around with and where I can truly be myself. Lol, we are planning of going to the zoo next weekend. So cute.

So. It was MOS on Friday with Lina, Celeste, Wen Hui/Ian, Zeyi/Don, Emo-Ben, this guy named Marcus, and this guy named Ekkawat. Ashley, Dharni, and the birthday girl Stacia were somewhere around too, plus many more.

GOD. Is it me or is MOS the boriest place or what? I think I'm spoilt by Zouk. It's the 3rd or 4th time I've been to MOS, and it turns out not so great every single time.

Went to Amanda Ling's BBQ birthday party on Saturday at her condo with David and his friends. Atas place to live - Beverly Hills along Grange Road. It's great to be rich. Anyways, overall nothing much happened - nice food, place, people etc etc.

Ok, enough about what I did, let me tell you more about my health plan! Hahaha

As of tomorrow onwards, I am going to stop coming home late, sleep earlier, party less. I have been coming home at 7am for about 4 times this week alone, sleeping in the wee hours of the morning, and I am starting to feel sick - the persisting cough is still persisting.

And also, I am going to drink more water! My dear friends, alcohol does not equate to H20.

In addition, I am going to start exercising! Yes, I am going to go swimming...soon. Keshia, I will be calling you sometime soon, I hope. And does anyone want to be my exercising kaki?

Okay, screw that idea, it's a really redundant question.

Yes, on top of me embarking on my health regime, I must remember to start looking for a part-time job to earn and save (not spend) more money, and go alter my clothes.

I feel really busy, and this should be the holidays. Poor SP-ians, school starts in another 6 hours or so.

Argh, BitTorrent is taking reallllly long.

AND ARGH. SIAN LA IAN POH WEN HUI! We never strike 4D. Sigh. Haha, after discovering the Burger King Onion Rings shaped like 0 & 8 (see previous post "What did 0 say to 8?"), we went on a hunt to look for a Singapore Pools around Bugis because we felt that it was a sign from the fates to buy numbers relating to 0 & 8. Buy Wednesday, Saturday and Sunday somemore.

-grumbles-

Oh ya! Thursday at Coffee Club with Keshia and Wei Ling was nice! It was great catching up again babes, we should do this more often. I love sitting down at coffee houses and just talking.

But it was after Coffee Club that was crazy! Zeyi came to pick me and Wenhui, where we met Zi Hao at 85 to eat supper. It was already about 1am. THEN, at the spur of the moment, the guys decided to eat supper again at Simpang! Hahaha...MY GOD CRAZY.

THEN, we drove to Lennard's and after that, again at the spur of the moment, decided to go prawn fishing at Pasir Ris. Hahaha...but too bad, everyone didn't wanna pay for the over-priced rods.

SO, the guys finally went to play LAN at Katong after sending me back home because I was too damn tired and DOTA didn't sound so appealing at 5 in the morning. Ah...that night was fun, I love spur of the moment stuff, but no more! It dosen't go with my health plan.

Hahaha okok. I am going to start my health plan now, am going to bed! If you've read til the end, hope you enjoyed reading my ramblings.

If you did, you must really like me. Hahaha. I think I sound rather self-absorbed in this post.

Okay, BUH BYE!

Thursday, September 21, 2006
What did 0 say to 8?

HAHA!

Casting and arrangement done by yours truly. Photography and photoshop by Ian Poh.

Okay, I'm going to go get dressed now! Bye.

Wednesday, September 20, 2006
Thailand declared state of emergency

That's right, Thailand has just declared itself in a state of emergency, which means that we are not going to Bangkok anymore - where the epicentre of all this political mayhem is.

It's damn suay la...But thankfully I'm not already stuck there when this happen. Poor Winnie and Raf and the rest, they just got there today and now they can't go out of the hotel.

It's all over the news. As of now, troops with their tanks and all have already taken control of Thai Prime Minister Thanksin's office in Bangkok, and there are talks of a coup happening. In fact it is "apparent", as lifted of Channel News Asia's website.

Sigh...and we were all so excited, now we are all scrambling to cancel our hotel reservations and flights. Joe & co. lagi worse, they were suppose to leave later on in the morning.

Well, at least the silver lining is that I haven't packed, and now instead of Bangkok we are thinking of changing in to Hong Kong???? Haha...actually now I'm in the "HK triads where all the gangsters look like Edison Chen" kinda mood. Heh heh.

Okay, I am feeling all flu-ish and I think I should sleep so I can call the travel agency in BKK tomorrow as early in the morning as possible. Wish me luck, I won't be surprised if the phone line is jammed.

This sucks.

Sunday, September 17, 2006
AHHHH!!!

I TELL YOU! I cannot read Silly Celly's blog! She is the one who makes me all girlie-fied. HAHAHA...But still I like reading her blog. It's like, sometimes on the same wavelength man...Lol.

Tralalala...

I don't know why but I'm feeling quite light-headed, tralala-happy right now. I shouldn't be feeling like this because my romantic interest(s) are so complicated! Must be logical, Marissa! If not sure kena "burn" (Lim Li Na, 2006).

Anyway, don't go anyhow think, ok my friends? I am refraining myself from scrutinizing every single fyucking detail in my life. So much simpler, and go where the flow brings youuuuuuuuuuuu!

Haha. I am mad! Have any of you ever seen me blog like this before??! Gosh, my sister is playing S Club 7's CD, and scarily, I remember the lyrics?! Old school alert! Hahahahaha...

And I am shoooooo excited! I really really can't wait for Bangkok. It's in another 4+ days.

Oh oh, and I'm rather pleased with my results, better than I would have expected. (=

And yesterday at Yan Hao's house was fun. Omg, 9 people on a king-size bed - come to think about it now, it's quite gross. Heh heh.

Sigh...Silly Celly likes her Korean soaps, so because I like her online personality so much tonight, I feel like getting addicted to some drama serial or whatever serial again. Like.....GREY'S ANATOMY! Omg, I love grey's.

And girls who are, and occasionally, turn bimbotic, please go watch JOHN TUCKER MUST DIE! Hwat hwat hwat!

I want you to want me...
I need you to need me...
I'd love you to love me...
I'm begging you to beg me...

OH YA! HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY MR. HENG YI SHENG!! Keep up with your image makeover okay?? I bet by the time Mr. Heng gets Army over and done with, he's really going to be like those wispy-haired Korean hunks. *winks*

I'm so high on nothing now that it's giving me goosebumps.

OKAY BYE.

Wednesday, September 13, 2006
Girls just wanna have fuuuuunn...

It's been daaaamnnn long since I've gone about reading girlie blogs.

And I realised that I've been missing out alot!!

I feel so girlie right now, and in case you didn't noticed, I've changed my blog name to Ra ra ra! just because I felt like it.

Argh!! I hate feeling so girlie but it's nice to indulge in it overtly once it a while. Lol, must have been the overdose of girlie-ness from yesterday at Keshia's 18th birthday party and from reading Girlie blogs! Plus looking at all the online blogs/shop.

I feel like squealing. Hahaha...

Anyway, K's party was quite a blast! She's soooo lucky! Treasure your friends and your boyfriend huh girl! Omg, mega mush fest at her party yesterday. But the treasure hunt and charades game was quite fun. Heh heh...I feel like having a girlie birthday party now! Except with lotsa and lotsa booze.

Sigh...No money, and 95% of my friends are so not the girlie type. =(

Okay, I'm going to indulge in my mega girlie mood now. Let's go get ready for ZOOOOOOOUKKKKKKK! I think I'm going to wear a dress. =)

Kinda anticipating tonight - we call this the "Last night for clubbing before we go to Bangkok, for more clubbing (and shopping)!!"

Haha, OK TIME TO GO PRIMP!

And HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY KESHIA WOOOONNNNNGG!!! MUUUUUACKKKKKKKKK!!

Sunday, September 10, 2006
You think you're so smart?

Try this.

Got it off Deone's blog, who got it from this guy from school called Tony, who apparently had a very dubious score of 30+. Haha, no one is that smart. (Just kidding (=)

Anyway, it's sure to get you hooked for at least half an hour, or until you are labelled somewhat intelligent. Hahaha.

Moi? I am intelligent! A score of 17 when I counted everything I did by myself. Serious!

Ok go try!! No cheating ah! Only go find out the answers when you cannot figure it out anymore, but you just have to know the answers. I used Yahoo! Answers.

Heh heh. (=

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

Craaaazy!

Hahahaha, I like, just woke up - 6:20pm to be exact. Actually, I'm not such a pig, cause I slept at 8am, so it's only 10 hours. Hahaha...but I slept over at Jensen's...so that's a total of 15 hours. Lol.

Must be recuperating from all the standing for four days. My god, I honestly worked my ass off for pathetic commission man. Stood for an average of 10 hours for 4 days. My feetand throat are aching. Sold over 60 iPods on the last day of the Comex show, hope it's enough!! I am in serious need of money.

Oh yes, after the end, we (Celeste, Lina, Winnie & I) went to town to watch The Devil Wears Prada! OMG. LOVE. THE. CLOTHES. Gooooo watch!

Anyway, it was Celeste birthday on Sunday, and after the movie we went to eat Swensen's. Ice-cream and fries at 3 in the morning. How sinful...

I finally watched The Breakup too, with Jensen. I like the movie, I think it is rather real in it's depiction of couples fighting.

Anyway, I had an early dinner at some new mock-Hong Kong cafe at Cineleisure, and apparently I sat exactly at the same spot Stefani Sun sat the day before. So said the waitress, excitedly, in Chinese. Wow.

Oh yes, in the news: Crocodile Hunter Steve Irwin is dead, killed by a Stingray. Poor him. =(

And my secondary school, Bedok Green, uniform was voted as the 2nd most "uncool" uniform in the Gen Y section of The Sunday Times. So NOT surprising. The ex-principal Mrs. Song must be kicking herself right now. Lol, my mother was like so gleeful when she read that. Mad. Hahahaha.

Okay, I'm going to go eat now. There's really nothing much to update because all I did was sold iPods.

Oh wait, BKK is in 16 days!

Can't wait.

Friday, August 25, 2006

Okay, I don't know waddahell is wrong with blogger or my new skin, because I can't seem to view my blog page. I changed my blogskin, again.

I'm feeling really irritated right now, because I'm demoralised by something that shouldn't affect me. But how would u feel if your good friend said, "She hot like fuck, no wonder he dumped you."

..........

Thanks Mr. HYS.

Haha, no lah. I'm kidding, but I'm not feeling very pleased with myself now. But argh! the insensitivity of boys! I've gotten over it but argh!, again!, Mr. Heng made me feel damn lousy, like I'm not good enough.

Gah.

Thursday, August 24, 2006
Hello, I'm back

Update: I want to change my blogskin, but nothing is good enough. I have been through 4 skins, editted in half way, then decided it takes too much work to make it perfect. I really am too anal and a prefectionist sometimes. Sigh, and hungry now too.

Update 10minutes after the previous update: Okay, I couldn't take it, so I changed to my previous blogskin. It's just for now, or until I have the time and dedication to perfect another one. Hahahaaaaaaaa ARRRGHHHhh.

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Well looky here, look who's blogging.

Brrrllllllllllllll. I am finding myeslf rather inept at blogging right now, don't know what to put into words.

Anyway, I know I have been MIA from everyone else in the world other than the people in MCM, but I CAN BE AROUND NOW! CALL ME!

Ha.

Okay, so the last month was literally killer. I swear, ss each week went by, my average sleeping time decreased by 2 hours - I was sleeping for 2 measly hours during the last week of school. But it was all worth it man, I hope. THE SOURCE, especially, better get decent grades. For those not in the MCM bubble, it was the newspaper project which I can honestly say that I slogged my ass off for.

Oh man, and let's not even go in to how the exams were. Just TWO papers but the amount of studying we had to do...

*Phew*

I'm glad it's over, and now WE CAN PARTY!

Haha, okay. We did pre-party partying last week at where else but my favourite. Dumbdumbs! Was suppose to go yersterday, but the few "key players backed out" - quote Kenneth Yap. Haha, YES YOU DEONE. AND CELESTE, if you even know if my blog exists.

Anyway, if you're wondering what I'm doing at home since I should be going out, especially since school is over. Well, I have no idea too. Was suppose to catch a movie today with Lina and god-knows who else, but I was dammmnnn sleeepy man. I slept a total of 14 hours! Crazy or what?! I could have continued sleepy lah, even though I wasn't sleepy. I think my body was catching up on the lack of sleep.

Okay, so today I'm like totally catching up on all my mindless TV wacthing, blog reading, and now online shopping! Ah...the bliss of actually having free time. Too bad I can't say the same for money. Boo hoo..I am soooooo broke I have to live off Jensen. I'm damn horrible man, I'm broke and I still shop, and worst I borrow money to shop. Hahaha...all that cab taking in the last 2 weeks of school has burned a hole in my pocket - I can't even withdraw money from the ATM machine! That gives you a clue on how much I don't have. But, did I mention that I bought a pair of really cute black & white heels?? And I want the $169 blue Novo heels....I quote again from Yap (2006), "I fear for your safety."

But so damn blardy hwat! And only 1 pair per size! I bet it's gone.

Grrr...but NO, I can't shop anymore because I'm heading to BANGKOK BABYYY! 21st - 25th Sept with Lina and Celeste. And a few other MCM-ers who will be there during that period too. It was a toss between HK and BKK. But Ooo...so much hard-core shopping to be done AND partying with (hopefully) cute thai boys! Hahaha...I dream too much. But yay! For the first-time ever, no adult supervision while overseas. Haha...loser I know, but I'm quite amazed my parents actually didn't bat an eyelid.

Tralalala...I'm quite looking forward to it. And looking forward to the hols too! Must play catch up with my darlings! Haha, but after next week - will be working at the Comex fair at the EXPO at the Apple booth. Hmm...too bad the money will only come in after I come back from Bangkok.

So many things I wanna do now that it's the hols! But the money factor is really a nagging issue. How about setting up a Marissa/JiaLing fund my friends? Heh.

Okay, so this sums up the past 2 months I guess. Actually, there's lots more, but it's another story for another time. School really took over my life for the past 2 months or so, and in MCM there's a hive of gossip and scandals, imagine if I wrote all of it down! And I'm like one of those who are not that in the know. Lol.

I wonder what gossip Pop at the Fort will bring...

So yep, til next time everybody.

Thursday, June 22, 2006
Back to the Phuture

I'm weak man. WEAK.

Oh man, I got seriously wasted last night at Zouk. Just a couple of drinks and I'm down. PATHETIC. Haha, I have absolutely no memory of my life from 2 - 4am. Apparently, I did some pretty embaressing things.

AH! WE SHOULD DO THIS AGAIN DEONE AND KENNETH.

Okay, lessons learnt:

1) Never take any form of medicine before doing any vigourous activities, i.e. taking a flu medicine when you're going to be dancing and drinking.

2) Never mix beer with any other type of liqour.

3) Do not even think clubbing when you're sick. Don't leave the house at all.

Obviously, I lost my common sense yesterday.

ANYWAY, I'm sorry to all those I pissed off for not going to DXO in the end.

Shit. I think the happiness-effect of alcohol has not worn off yet.

OKAY BYE. I am at YS house and we're going toooo KESHIA'S!!

Hahahahahahahahahahahaha

Ah..YS cracks me up.

Oh yes, HAPPY 18th ADAM!

Okay BYE NOW FOR REALS.

Thursday, June 15, 2006

Okay, I know I'm suppose to be on hiatus but I just. have. to. blog. about. this.

Omg, yesterday was insanely fun! I've never been so high and happy for such a long time. Lol, we went to Zouk to celebrate's Raf's 20th birthday!! Woooo...! Too bad no one brought any camera =( I want a picture to capture that moment forever!!

Anyway, I saw quite a few people, and I did a really embaressing thing. Ok, it's not that bad but it's just going to be a little awkward. Hahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.......

Omg, and I swear I've never danced this much in my entire life. My knees and feet were aching like hell yesterday, my voice was super hoarse yesterday, and I woke up with my whole body aching this afternoon.

It's time to exercise!!

Just a random thought, I realised I've been having a more carefree attitude lately. It's like my motto now is 'You only live life once, so live it to the fullest'. I used to be more 'follow the rules', but I kinda feel like I'm 'going with the flow' lately. Ha, not very good on my wallet though.

Did I mention that I just cut my hair short? Talk about going with the flow - I had the sudden urge to do something with my hair, and boom, I went to a hairdresser below my house and told her to cut my hair short. New hairstyle is having mixed reviews, but I think I'm growing into it.

Anyway, the hols have been a BLAST. DXO was super fun with oppa and friends last week (Ah, the stupid things I do), World Cup is obviously on everyone's mind, and I'm going to the Singapore Idol result show later ooooonnnnnnn! Lol, I'm there to accompany Keshia to support Kamils brother. Tralalaaaaaa, see if you can spot me on LIVE TV!

Haha, I feel like a nerd!

And there's a SNOW PARTY at Butter Factory later on, might be going down. Oh yes, and also a really huge party (In my opinion, because everyone is going.) at DXO this wednesday!

Sigh, I sound like a party girl or some sort, which I'm so not. It's just that that's where all my friends are going. I do other stuff too, like...other non-party stuff. And schoolwork is still more important! Hopefully my 'carefree' attitude of lates is not going to be affecting that.

Okay, I'm rambling and I really sound like a nerd.

Going to go get ready and meet Keshia!

Love!

Monday, May 29, 2006

Helloo everyone.

Haha, I never knew my doorbell sounded so shrill and chirpy.

Anyway, I know it's been really long since I've blogged, but things got crazy.

Been watching movies like crazy! I have watched Over the Hedge, X-Men and The Da Vinci Code just last week alone. All rather good movies. =)

My allowance is depleting scarily. And I can feel the oil and fat coagulating in my arteries from all the fried food and junk food I've been consuming. Just today, Deone and I ate Chippy's - my god THE OIL. But still shiok. Lol. And the mock Hong Kong store beside Chippy's is divine! I love the drinks and the toast! Uhm mm...

No! I am going on a healthy strike! Right, Deone? Hahaha...

Anyway, I went to town ealier on today because Drama Class was performing at Orchard Road! Lol, PY and another girl actually MEDITATED infront of Taka! Actually, they seemed more possessed than meditating. I was SOOOO embarressed for them! One woman seemed really freaked out by them sitting at the traffic junction...vibrating. Then they skipped across the road like two crazy girls and back! Lol. Their drama class looks fun, shouldn't have joined BizEtt! Haha, go see Deone's blog for pictures! I think she might have posted them up.

Oh, and I cannot stand CSIs! It's an acronym for a type of people I CANNOT STAND.

Anyways, school has been relaxing so far, but I don't expect it to stay this way when tomorrow comes - all the assignments are going to be piling up again! Thank goodness the holidays are coming in about 2 weeks time. But still, I bet I will be rather busy slogging. Zzz...

So.

About that:

There's so many things I want to say. Every single moment alone I think and think and think. I got devastated, angry, bitter, pathetic; basically a whole whirlwind of emotions. I understand, yet I don't, because the way it ended was cruel and painful to/for me.

Now, I yearn, I yearn for what I once had, shared, and what I won't have anymore. Yearned for what could have been, what it can be. I really miss alot of things and everyday there's this strong urge to call. But I know it's of no use because I guess it's meant to be - it's funny how my prayers were answered.

Heavy yet light. Liberated yet tied. Surrounded with people but I'm still very lonely. It's very hard to confide in anyone - 1) No one really understands & 2) I rarely like to spill ; don't like to seem I want pity I suppose. Haha. I just realised, in about an one hour's time, it will be one week since it ended.

I push and push myself to live. Cheesy as it sounds, I feel like a walking corpse. I put on a mask when I'm with civilisation; no one really wants to be around sad people.

The journey home is always the hardest because that's usually when my facade falters. It always the hardest because there's nothing more to go home to anymore.

This 'about that' wasn't meant to be so long, and it wasn't meant to sound so melodramatic. Again, there's really so much I want to let out but there's just no point in it anymore.

So yes.

On this note, I just wanna let u guys know that I don't think I will be blogging any time soon. So go find someone's elses FUNNY & ENTERTANING blog while this one goes on a hiatus! =)

Love.

Saturday, May 13, 2006
ZZZ

I am procrastinating! Lately, I have absolutely no mood to blog, but I do not want to start on my TV production script!

Grr...But I have to soon because there's Mother's Day dinner at my cousin's house in 4 hours time. Haha, I think it's going to be yummy. Apparently, she got a satay lady to BBQ satay at her house. I'm feeling hungry =( I spilled my 3/4 full bowl of COCO CRUNCH cereal earlier on.

Anyway, school has been crazy! So much work, plus all my extra curricular activities in school are clashing with my tuition timings! I want to do it all but EVERYTHING clashes. Wow, I can't wait for the holidays. And it's only the end of Week 3! I hope I don't burn out. Lol.

Okay, I met up with Keshia yesterday at Ashley's 18th birthday party at Cocolatte. Haha, it was great seeing her again! Funny thing is - the dancefloor got flooded at the end of the night. Weird. By the way, Happy Birthday Ashley! I hope you had fun!

Lol, Ash's mum is cool lah, I wish my mummy was like that. But I still love my mum nonetheless!

Oh yes, to all mummy's - HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY in advance!

Ah...I have not gotten anything for my mum. I feel bad. I'll get her a belated one I guess...Hmm, maybe I should get D to get something. Haha. Eh, I feel like playing DOTA later on. Must take full advantage of the ending long-weekend.

Have been hanging out with my new classmates & friends for the past few days, and drinking LOTS of Starbucks. Haha, they are a fun bunch.

Here are some pictures taken when I met them!

To see the rest of their crazy antics, click here!

Watched Kinky Boots too! I like the movie. If you have absolutely nothing to watch this week, try to catch it! It's about a British guy whose men's shoe factory is going bust, and to salvage it, the company start's making HOT SHOES for drag queens and trannies.

Ooo...Must save money for the end of this month. ALL THE BLOCKBUSTERS are coming out! Can't wait.

.......Ok, I, shall, start, TV, prod.

Enjoy your weekend!

Saturday, May 06, 2006
Juicy...

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

THIS is so funny! Got if from Deone's, and it's an ad for a Philips shaver.

Imagine that being shown on local TV!

Anyway, I'm stuck at home now doind schoolwork. So sucky, I am in no mood to do any school stuff. Argh.

Haha, went to Workers Party's Rally at Serangoon stadium last night with Kisha, Lina and Kenneth and Deone came later on. So many people! The stadium was packed, and the roads were jammed! Lol, we even bought their flag, and it was hilariously funny cheering and waving out flag whenever the suporters cheered. Haha, it was funny seeing middle-age people being so enthusiastic too! Lol, what an experience. Too bad the speeches were kinda boring and made not much sense anyway. Haha, or maybe it was because we kept on talking and giggling. Got stared, glared and even shushed at by the people there. Haha.

Pei Yi came to meet us afterwards and we went to Bishan, and then Starbucks at Wheelock. OMG, I have never heard so much stuff in my whole life combined, and yesterday was simply overwhelming. My head was spinning with all the information I got yesterday. Haha, okay, I'm exergerating alittle, but yesterday was kinda fun anyhow, and juicy.

Oh yes, Starbucks Java Chip is yummy!

Announcement: Anyone wants to go to Cocolatte this Friday, 12/05/06? It's Vesak Day and tickets are for $15. It's my friend's Ashley's birthday, so tell me ASAP if you want to go.

Too-ti-too-rah

Zzz, I'm have to stop procrastinating and start my work now. Bye =(

Wednesday, May 03, 2006
Singapore GE 2006

Woah ho ho...The elections are getting HOT man.

Lol, it's the first time I've been so interested in politics.

Did you watch New 5 Tonight at 9:30pm just now??????? The Gomez incident is, like, damn interesting. Ok, so the news broadcasted on Worker's Party, and Sylvia Lim was commenting on how they might sue PAP - but only after the elections as they wanted to focus on the elections, and they had no time and money. THEN, a 3-minute commercial break came on, and straight away after the commercial break, the anchorwoman announced that MM Lee Kuan Yew has just issued a statement that WP should sue now or people might think that their allegations are true. Or something like that. Ok, basically, MM Lee called like STRAIGHT AWAY after the news on Sylvia Lim, to 'tell WP to be careful with what they say. (in my opinion) '.

Is that mega cool or what? - to have the power to just call News 5 Tonight when you are being put in an unfavourable light, and they have to broadcast your statement straight away.

Haha. I don't know, I'm a politics idiot, but I think the opposition parties should get their act together if they want to beat the PAP. Lol, sue PAP?? Uh huh...Can the opposition boast of calling News 5 and have them make your statement straight away?

Can they?

I so sound like a PAP fan. Hahaha. I'm not pro any, but MM Lee is just cool lah, with all his power.

I have so much more to say, but I think it's wiser to not say anything? That's one bad thing about here though. But I'm not saying anything defamatory in this entry right?

Okay, I can't wait to watch a rally! SHO EXCITING!! I think we should go watch WP's rally, Deone and Kenneth, their rallies seem more energetic on TV. Hahaha...

Eww...Incredible Tales is on and the Toyol is super gross.

Oh ya, Queen of the Damned is on later!

HOT!

Sunday, April 30, 2006

I was just thinking about random stuff while waiting for Popsugar to load, when I realized that not everyone has basic courtesy. Okay, actually alot of people do not have basic courtesy, but isn't thanking someone you know, basic courtesy, when they have 'done' something for you.

Is it so difficult to IM me, or drop me an SMS to say 'Hey, thanks.'?

Not that I feel hurt, or whatever - though I would have in the pass when you meant something to me. I just feel sad for you because it really reflects badly on you, kinda shows who you really are. Especially you, always complaining about how other people are rude or some other blah blah blah, when you're the same.

Hmm...I'm not exactly perfect or whatever but I think I do show gratitude, right?

Haha...Faults 2 years ago do not count.

Anyway, I didn't do very for the audition because I the disadvantage. So shouldn't have bothered to go, especially when I got home so late and had only 3 hours of sleep. Should have slept more instead, and be on time for the APPLE group meeting. Haha. Ah well...The apple meeting was cool though. It was at Cineleisure's Apple shop, and we learnt quite a few MAC applications. Some of them are really cool and easy to use too - if I knew how to navigate a MAC better.

So, so far so good.

This entry is meant for 'hardcopying memory' purposes. So if it dosen't make much sense to you. It's okay, you're not stupid. I'm just making it vague.

Too-RAH!

Thursday, April 27, 2006

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.

Is it just me? Or is there something about me that absolutely dosen't appeal to anyone at all, with something being me.

I don't get it.

ARGH!

And replacing my laptop keypad is going to cost about $150. No way am I going to spend that much money just because the stupid letter 'E' is spoiled.

BAH.

I. seriously. hate. my. life. now.

I hate this I-have-no-friends-everybody-hates-me feeling. And I hate feeling this way because I sound pathetic and I hate sounding or being pathetic.

Or a totally side note. My GRC is being contested and I think it's kinda cool. I saw some PAP people putting up banners, flags, basically just setting stuff up, this evening, and I think I won't mind watching a rally or something just for the fun and experience out of it. Like how often does this really happen?

Oh yes, advertising for JH here. There's some party going on at DXO this Saturday so if you wanna go, let me know.

Okay. This blog is starting to get way too personal for my liking. Nights.

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Hello.

Sorry for the lack of updates, but there has been absolutely nothing interesting to post lately. And I'm too lazy.

Hmm...So today's the third day of th start of school and I'm super duper shagged already. I in the midst of adjusting my internal sleeping clock to something that resembles the majority of Singaporeans, but it is literally killing me! It is damn blardy difficult to wake up in the morning and my flu is not helping me either. My timetable is not exactly idyllic with Mon & Tues starting at 8am and 9am, and ending at 5pm and 6pm respectively.

Oh man. How am I going to survive about 14 more weeks?

*Gulp*

I REALLY MUST WAKE UP EARLIER AND BE ON TIME. I MUST TELL MYSELF EVERYDAY THAT IT SIMPLY TAKES MORE THAN 1 HOUR TO GET FROM BEDOK TO CLEMENTI.

Help.

So my new classmates are okay, I guess. I don't really know most of them well yet. Ha, I think some of them found it really weird (or maybe pretentious, or maybe I recently got baptised) that I started introducing myself as Marissa. Okay, I know that they find it weird cause I heard them commenting . Hopefully they think baptised, not pretentious. Though it's neither. Haha.

I'm rambling.

Okay, second rule. I MUST DO DAMN WELL IN SCHOOL THIS YEAR. For many various reasons. Ok lah, it's not a MUST that I must do damn well, I will just try my best this year. But it's because I REALLY WANT TO DO WELL THIS YEAR.

Yep. And I am going to join some CCA or something. Other than desperately needing CCA points I am going to make my polytechnic years fulfilling and memorable.

I got so motivated today in class after listening to my new classmates telling something about themselves. Practically all of them are doing something or another, or something AND another. I feel soo...slacked and lagging behind and that I am letting my youth to waste!

I think I sound uncool for posting this.

Whatever. I am going to study sooo hard (ok...just hard, enough.), join TWO CCAs, get involved in AS MANY (as I can) school stuff that are offered, continue to earn money through my tuition. SAVE money and most importantly BE ON TIME FOR SCHOOL.

Well, that should be easy enough.

Now, where is Darryl and my cherished free time going to fit in in any of this? Especially when all the assignments set in? Our timetables clash, and it's only the first week of school and I'm, like, seeing him only once a week!


I miss baby. I haven't seen him for a week. I think this is by far the longest we have not seen each other. Yay for the long weekend coming.

Okay, I am going to shower and then sleep. I need SLEEP. I love sleep and I better get as many before all the assignments come in.

Hmm...this is by far the most thearuepatic reflective entry I've ever posted.

I'm sorry I bored you. To sincerely make it up to you, please go to a Geraldine's and see REALLy cool pictures of floor paintings done by this guy called Julian Beever. As Geri's title says, COOL SHITE.